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Wednesday, March 11, 2009, 5:37 AM

It's odd.

Four years ago, I was a stressed-out P6 student who studied day in and day out. One fine morning, I was called down to the auditorium (Ai Tong had a auditorium? o.o I only realised that day) for a talk by -mumblemumble-. Yea, my teacher mumbled the name, I couldn't hear who it was. So I just went down with...Zhi Xin. Yes I still remember he came down with me. In the audi I saw this man in blue shirt and black pants, and when we settled he started speaking of his school. We then realised it was a school-promotion talk (like a couple of other schools slightly before this).

This man talked about (I remembered -very- clearly) a story about using clay as an analogy of a student. He spoke of his teachers being the craftsman, and he shaped the clay into a pot. Then, he put the pot into a baking oven, and turned the temperature up. The pot (talking pot!) protested much, yelling to be let out. But the craftsman refused, saying "A little while longer." The pot kept protesting and whining in the heat but the craftsman kept consoling the pot and refusing to stop. Finally, the timer sounded, and the craftsman took the pot out. It was solid, firm, and beautiful, should he have been taken out any earlier it wouldn't be this well-done.

This man compared the clay to being a student being drilled and burned and fried and cooked and...(okay enough analogy) by our teachers, and we shouldn't protest, for the teachers know what they're doing and will eventually mold us into the best that we can be. As a P6 child I didn't understand Mr Lee's story till later. Didn't really make much of a difference to my decision, I had already set my eyes on Catholic High.

It's just that now that I'm told I'm sent down for the Sec 4 Motivational Talk For The Underacheivers Of The Level (made the title up) on Friday. Mrs. Yu Lin warned us all about it. I don't know what to expect, but it just reminded me of P6. Seems like Mr Lee will be speaking to me on the year of another major exam.

Dustdustdustdust. Where the hell do they come from in the first place?

Why, oh WHY did the fire evacuation drill have to coincide with my FREE PERIOD. Mrgh. I heard the bell, cursed, left my stuff and locked the store, ran up to the staffroom to collect the class card, ran down to the field to see my class strolling and have everybody line up. There goes my free period.

And I realised that I only remember the smoke rolling in from the stage and into our faces during assembly. Everything esle in my mind is all foggy (haha.)

Please do check the Air Store board for messages put up by me regarding CIP this Sunday and 2-star kayaking course.

This Friday sure will be interesting. Special activities throughout the whole day till late.

Balthus


I took their smiles and made them mine.

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Protagonist

Within Nobody, Within Me

Benedict -- Balthus
Cat High since 2006 - 2009
4-3 '09
NCC (air) cadet since '05 - C/OFFR
CHS NCC (air) USM '08 - '09
A NCC Supernumerary
Member of the CMC since '07 - '09
The star of the Cancer

Stars to favour

People around me who care =)
Symbolism, the deeper meaning
CHS NCC (air)
CHS CMC board
Figurines I like =D
Improvement, no matter how minor
Pencils, colour pencils, paper
Traditional Art and CG
Drawing =D
Piano (:

Raindrops to catch

For my unit to flourish
For my grades to catch up - L1R5 of <8!
To choose my path in life
To improve my skill with the pencil
Watercolour colourpencils! Thank you :)
To learn digital art XD
Become a first aider =D OH YEA.
To play the piano (:

Scrawl the Walls


The Other Path

NCC (air)~!
Alex Lim - PART B JUNIOR :)
Bryan Seah(!) - NOTHING THAT COMES OUT IS CLEAN [SENIOR]
Clarence CHIA(!) - SOCCER CRAZY "SECERTARY" [SENIOR]
Darren(!) - MUSIC! [SENIOR]
Ernest(!) - YOU CAN'T PUT THE CAMERA DOWN [SENIOR]
Hui Yang(!) - PART B UDI <3 DUMMY RIFLES =D [SENIOR]
Jonathan Chew - PART A JUNIOR :)
Ken Seah - PART C JUNIOR :)
Kian How - PART C JUNIOR :)
Nicholas Wee - PART C JUNIOR :)
Senior Sui Peng - WISE OWL o.o
Sir Anthony - OUR CLT FOREVER MORE :D
Thor Yu Cheng(!) - I FEEL COLD, PART C SPEC [SENIOR]
Weikit(!) - I FEEL COLDER, ASM O.O [SENIOR]
Wei Xuan(!) - WHERE BRAIN AND BRAWN (OH YEA) CONVERGE. [SENIOR]
Yann Yih - PART B JUNIOR :)
Yong Hwee(!) - SOCCER FANATIC PART C UDI [SENIOR]
Yong Liang(!) - MARKSMAN PART A UDI! [SENIOR]
CMC~!
Irwin Lim KAI - THE SOCCER CRAZED CMC EXCO! XD
Ivan YAK - YOU'D STILL BE OUR PREZZ FOREVA :D
Johnervan - CMC's PREZZ IS THE BEST =D
Joel YOW XD - *SNAP HANDS* ARE YOU FEELING BETTER, SGT YOW?
Jun Hoe - I <3 YOUR PHOTOPGRAPHY
Friends :)
Amanda - MISS CSM :D
Annelisa - MEI MEI =D
Angie - ELDDS O.o "ARE YOU SICK IN THE MIND?" XD
Chek Wei - NCC LAND! =O
Choon Searn - DO NOT AWAKE THE KING OF SLEEP.
Damien! - YOU (STILL) OWE ME JOEL'S TIE!
Dawn - NAT. CAMP ALPHA-er! THE TWIN =D
Duo Geng - ST. JOHN'S!
Han Wen - NEVER FAILS TO ANNOY. NEVER.
Jackson - JAY-WALKER!
Jacqqie! - BECAUSE SPEAKING IN THIRD PERSON IS SOOO COOL :D
Joey - NAT. CAMP ALPHA 3-er~!
Lisa - NAT. CAMP! WE <3 OUR SPECS XD
Liyana <3 - SETS YOU THINKING OF DOLLS o.O BESTIE <3
Marcus - LOL. JINMIN!
Mr Dennis Ong :D - NAT. CAMP C.O! ^^
Ngiap Seng - ONLY MAPLE AND MUSHROOMS COME OUT OF HIS MOUTH.
Raymond - ST.JOHNS!
Reena - <3 PHOTOGRAPHY
Stacey-Ann - ASTRO IS <3
Stefan~ "FEAR MY EXPOSITORY DIALOGUE!"
Sufiyah "AWKWARD SILENCCCEE~"
Yong Kang - "NEVERMIND, YOU STILL HAVE ONE LIFE!"
Xinhui - NAT. CAMP ALPHA! LAO SHI ^^
My deviantart - OH-HO. MY PRECIOUS COLLECTIONS.
Nat. Camp Alpha blog! - BECAUSE WE CAN NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER =D

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