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Friday, January 30, 2009, 6:07 AM

has a limit as well, you know.

The new sec 1s came in for try-outs today - a simple interview and a 2.4km run. That's it. And it was so hard for them. I'm already upset that I have to give up the lo hei with the other student leaders and my chairman board (which I promised Irwin I'd come down, but I didn't. I'm so sorry.) even though I went down early after lessons to prepare for the try-outs.

For one, I wish the sec 1s would learn some manners and not barge into the store while I'm changing uniforms. And try and ask questions and engage conversation while I'm putting on my socks. It's highly annoying.

I had a good mind to turn away quite a number of them. On grounds for ill-discipline. One guy actually left the holding grounds to buy a pao to eat and a drink, when I told him to put it away he said 'I'm hungry. Besides, I'd eat fast.' Oh sure, I'm not hungry at all.

(By the way, Mr Teo can always, ALWAYS tell when I didn't eat lunch. He can read me o.o)

I tried my best to let them entertain themselves during the long wait, but they kept saying their bored out (Oh sure, I'm having the time of my life watching you guys wait.) Then they kept ka chiaoing my unit guys.

I felt like some shepherd. And my sheep keep straying.

I see potential in quite a number of them, they are serious, and ask intelligent questions, are very calm and attentive as to how training was being conducted. It would be an injustice if Mr Goh doesn't take them in.

The breaking point when I snapped was when the sec 1s were doing something odd near the flag pole when someone's handphone dropped in and they made such noise and a big fuss. I told them to clear off twice but they kept coming to irritate until I yelled at them to shut up, as they created enough trouble already. Pah.

That all aside, now I can only trust Mr Goh and Mr Teo to choose the best 30 cadets from the 82 applicants for our unit. No matter what they may be, they are bound to be of better attitude (I hope) and we NCOs will play the role of molding them and preparing them for a NCC life. And all others have to do you part by raising your standards, setting a good example as cadets for the sec 1s to emulate when they join, right from the start.

Wanna thank a couple of people: Bryan Koh, he rose again to help me when I had problems, today with the handphone-in-drain issue. And he helped me multiple times before too in NCC. Really appreciate it, he's almost like an honorary member =D

All my NCOs for helping so much today, as detail ICs and with track duty. Thanks so much for helping to pull today off ^^

Yoow, you never fail to make a bad day better by snapping my hand :DDD

And sorry Irwin for not going for the lo hei.

Don't feel up to colouring much of the post this time round. Now all we can do is wait and have faith in the choice of cadets.

Balthus

so much for patience being a virtue.

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Protagonist

Within Nobody, Within Me

Benedict -- Balthus
Cat High since 2006 - 2009
4-3 '09
NCC (air) cadet since '05 - C/OFFR
CHS NCC (air) USM '08 - '09
A NCC Supernumerary
Member of the CMC since '07 - '09
The star of the Cancer

Stars to favour

People around me who care =)
Symbolism, the deeper meaning
CHS NCC (air)
CHS CMC board
Figurines I like =D
Improvement, no matter how minor
Pencils, colour pencils, paper
Traditional Art and CG
Drawing =D
Piano (:

Raindrops to catch

For my unit to flourish
For my grades to catch up - L1R5 of <8!
To choose my path in life
To improve my skill with the pencil
Watercolour colourpencils! Thank you :)
To learn digital art XD
Become a first aider =D OH YEA.
To play the piano (:

Scrawl the Walls


The Other Path

NCC (air)~!
Alex Lim - PART B JUNIOR :)
Bryan Seah(!) - NOTHING THAT COMES OUT IS CLEAN [SENIOR]
Clarence CHIA(!) - SOCCER CRAZY "SECERTARY" [SENIOR]
Darren(!) - MUSIC! [SENIOR]
Ernest(!) - YOU CAN'T PUT THE CAMERA DOWN [SENIOR]
Hui Yang(!) - PART B UDI <3 DUMMY RIFLES =D [SENIOR]
Jonathan Chew - PART A JUNIOR :)
Ken Seah - PART C JUNIOR :)
Kian How - PART C JUNIOR :)
Nicholas Wee - PART C JUNIOR :)
Senior Sui Peng - WISE OWL o.o
Sir Anthony - OUR CLT FOREVER MORE :D
Thor Yu Cheng(!) - I FEEL COLD, PART C SPEC [SENIOR]
Weikit(!) - I FEEL COLDER, ASM O.O [SENIOR]
Wei Xuan(!) - WHERE BRAIN AND BRAWN (OH YEA) CONVERGE. [SENIOR]
Yann Yih - PART B JUNIOR :)
Yong Hwee(!) - SOCCER FANATIC PART C UDI [SENIOR]
Yong Liang(!) - MARKSMAN PART A UDI! [SENIOR]
CMC~!
Irwin Lim KAI - THE SOCCER CRAZED CMC EXCO! XD
Ivan YAK - YOU'D STILL BE OUR PREZZ FOREVA :D
Johnervan - CMC's PREZZ IS THE BEST =D
Joel YOW XD - *SNAP HANDS* ARE YOU FEELING BETTER, SGT YOW?
Jun Hoe - I <3 YOUR PHOTOPGRAPHY
Friends :)
Amanda - MISS CSM :D
Annelisa - MEI MEI =D
Angie - ELDDS O.o "ARE YOU SICK IN THE MIND?" XD
Chek Wei - NCC LAND! =O
Choon Searn - DO NOT AWAKE THE KING OF SLEEP.
Damien! - YOU (STILL) OWE ME JOEL'S TIE!
Dawn - NAT. CAMP ALPHA-er! THE TWIN =D
Duo Geng - ST. JOHN'S!
Han Wen - NEVER FAILS TO ANNOY. NEVER.
Jackson - JAY-WALKER!
Jacqqie! - BECAUSE SPEAKING IN THIRD PERSON IS SOOO COOL :D
Joey - NAT. CAMP ALPHA 3-er~!
Lisa - NAT. CAMP! WE <3 OUR SPECS XD
Liyana <3 - SETS YOU THINKING OF DOLLS o.O BESTIE <3
Marcus - LOL. JINMIN!
Mr Dennis Ong :D - NAT. CAMP C.O! ^^
Ngiap Seng - ONLY MAPLE AND MUSHROOMS COME OUT OF HIS MOUTH.
Raymond - ST.JOHNS!
Reena - <3 PHOTOGRAPHY
Stacey-Ann - ASTRO IS <3
Stefan~ "FEAR MY EXPOSITORY DIALOGUE!"
Sufiyah "AWKWARD SILENCCCEE~"
Yong Kang - "NEVERMIND, YOU STILL HAVE ONE LIFE!"
Xinhui - NAT. CAMP ALPHA! LAO SHI ^^
My deviantart - OH-HO. MY PRECIOUS COLLECTIONS.
Nat. Camp Alpha blog! - BECAUSE WE CAN NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER =D

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