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Wednesday, October 22, 2008, 6:04 AM

"But who, can decide, what they dream." - Evanesence, "Taking over Me"

Yes, I'm going into Evanesence more and more these days. Could only incline towards what I've been feeling ever since the final years ended. That aside, their album "Fallen" is awesome. Amy Lee's voice is fantastic at creating the goth atmosphere. Well, I just 'fallen' for them once more =)

Yes, call me a freak. I don't mind. I like them, it's MY choice.

Like how I'd make a choice as to change class or not.

It really takes alot for me to lose trust or hate someone. One woman achieved all that in 10 minutes. I shall not say names here. I got asked by Mr Tan to attend a meeting. He said no details, but I found out from Rui Jie (who was at the meeting as well), that it regarded our change of classes because we dropped Bio in the year. They "highly suggest that you boys change to a class more suited of your level and that you'd have more free time" and us "Bio failures" who are "a great shame to the science department". There's no need to consider, as the learning environment is "the same in all classes", and "It is you who creates your own environment" and that she "knows much better then you do on what goes on in classes" (coming from a person who doesn't teach any classes currently and only resides in her office) because she "have more resources and information then you do regarding the classes". I was highly polite, I looked you in the eye throughout your whole talk, but you treat us all like that because of our decisions, I really, really, condemn you. I stand my ground, I'm not changing my class. Let's see you try doing something about it, now that you've given me the choice.

Sigh. But I do feel better, thanks to the awesome friends I have =D Thanks Joel, Chia, Li and D ^^

Training..it's the last training for us all for the year. Sec 2s-to-be, you guys are gonna be Part Bs next year already, being the closest age group to the newly recruited Part As-to-be, you guys are also going to be role models to them! Please do improve your fitness and especially your drills.


Part Cs, as I've said, I'm going to be dead serious about camp this Sat. Be sure you have everything as required in the packing list, and be mentally prepared. This is the time for you guys to shine for your aspiring post in NCC.

I will get to the bottom of your case, Richie.

No teacher, or those who sit in the office all day, is going to take me down. Tomorrow, my fate has already been sealed with that slip of results. Nevertheless, it won't stop me.

How it would surprise all my classmates if I suddenly pull my grades up next year.

I sense that I got full marks for my class position once more.

I'm sorry, I didn't keep my end of the promise either =( Guess that makes us break even, right, so don't feel bad about your end..

Balthus

"Swallowed up in sound of my screaming, cannot cease for fear of silent nights." - Evanesence, "Imaginary"

Yes I'm creepy.


In the field of everlasting flowers, I'd wait amidst, feeling the rustle of your arrival.

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Protagonist

Within Nobody, Within Me

Benedict -- Balthus
Cat High since 2006 - 2009
4-3 '09
NCC (air) cadet since '05 - C/OFFR
CHS NCC (air) USM '08 - '09
A NCC Supernumerary
Member of the CMC since '07 - '09
The star of the Cancer

Stars to favour

People around me who care =)
Symbolism, the deeper meaning
CHS NCC (air)
CHS CMC board
Figurines I like =D
Improvement, no matter how minor
Pencils, colour pencils, paper
Traditional Art and CG
Drawing =D
Piano (:

Raindrops to catch

For my unit to flourish
For my grades to catch up - L1R5 of <8!
To choose my path in life
To improve my skill with the pencil
Watercolour colourpencils! Thank you :)
To learn digital art XD
Become a first aider =D OH YEA.
To play the piano (:

Scrawl the Walls


The Other Path

NCC (air)~!
Alex Lim - PART B JUNIOR :)
Bryan Seah(!) - NOTHING THAT COMES OUT IS CLEAN [SENIOR]
Clarence CHIA(!) - SOCCER CRAZY "SECERTARY" [SENIOR]
Darren(!) - MUSIC! [SENIOR]
Ernest(!) - YOU CAN'T PUT THE CAMERA DOWN [SENIOR]
Hui Yang(!) - PART B UDI <3 DUMMY RIFLES =D [SENIOR]
Jonathan Chew - PART A JUNIOR :)
Ken Seah - PART C JUNIOR :)
Kian How - PART C JUNIOR :)
Nicholas Wee - PART C JUNIOR :)
Senior Sui Peng - WISE OWL o.o
Sir Anthony - OUR CLT FOREVER MORE :D
Thor Yu Cheng(!) - I FEEL COLD, PART C SPEC [SENIOR]
Weikit(!) - I FEEL COLDER, ASM O.O [SENIOR]
Wei Xuan(!) - WHERE BRAIN AND BRAWN (OH YEA) CONVERGE. [SENIOR]
Yann Yih - PART B JUNIOR :)
Yong Hwee(!) - SOCCER FANATIC PART C UDI [SENIOR]
Yong Liang(!) - MARKSMAN PART A UDI! [SENIOR]
CMC~!
Irwin Lim KAI - THE SOCCER CRAZED CMC EXCO! XD
Ivan YAK - YOU'D STILL BE OUR PREZZ FOREVA :D
Johnervan - CMC's PREZZ IS THE BEST =D
Joel YOW XD - *SNAP HANDS* ARE YOU FEELING BETTER, SGT YOW?
Jun Hoe - I <3 YOUR PHOTOPGRAPHY
Friends :)
Amanda - MISS CSM :D
Annelisa - MEI MEI =D
Angie - ELDDS O.o "ARE YOU SICK IN THE MIND?" XD
Chek Wei - NCC LAND! =O
Choon Searn - DO NOT AWAKE THE KING OF SLEEP.
Damien! - YOU (STILL) OWE ME JOEL'S TIE!
Dawn - NAT. CAMP ALPHA-er! THE TWIN =D
Duo Geng - ST. JOHN'S!
Han Wen - NEVER FAILS TO ANNOY. NEVER.
Jackson - JAY-WALKER!
Jacqqie! - BECAUSE SPEAKING IN THIRD PERSON IS SOOO COOL :D
Joey - NAT. CAMP ALPHA 3-er~!
Lisa - NAT. CAMP! WE <3 OUR SPECS XD
Liyana <3 - SETS YOU THINKING OF DOLLS o.O BESTIE <3
Marcus - LOL. JINMIN!
Mr Dennis Ong :D - NAT. CAMP C.O! ^^
Ngiap Seng - ONLY MAPLE AND MUSHROOMS COME OUT OF HIS MOUTH.
Raymond - ST.JOHNS!
Reena - <3 PHOTOGRAPHY
Stacey-Ann - ASTRO IS <3
Stefan~ "FEAR MY EXPOSITORY DIALOGUE!"
Sufiyah "AWKWARD SILENCCCEE~"
Yong Kang - "NEVERMIND, YOU STILL HAVE ONE LIFE!"
Xinhui - NAT. CAMP ALPHA! LAO SHI ^^
My deviantart - OH-HO. MY PRECIOUS COLLECTIONS.
Nat. Camp Alpha blog! - BECAUSE WE CAN NEVER FORGET EACH OTHER =D

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